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so long, decentobsession-
i shall launch my bitchings on a safer battlefield. :D
out!

N, 4:17 PM



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i don't want to have bitches as friends, but yet im stuck with so many of em ):

had 2 sunnysideup for supper and im stuffed.

out.

N, 12:10 AM



Everytime you come around
I get this feeling
Kinda tingles, kinda tickles

plenty uncollected thoughts but idk how to put em down.

everything after we left school turned out good, including the rain semlly and i had to brave for dira ): kfc was mighty happening. who knew laughing with 6 other people can be a tiresome job :D _ _ _ _ _ n, we DON'T like you. and its obvious enough we dont care if we even bloody know you. so, tough luck! but then again, i dont even know why i dislike you. hah blame it on your (irksome) face. again, tough luck! :D

so ballxx stays in pj :D hen hao hen hao.

hello mister, if it strikes such a disinterest, then stop doing what you're doing.

OH, nicholas quek sucks.

N, 10:25 PM



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hairs being good today so i shall hit the sack soon. then at least i won't be conscious to be emo, because on the rare occasions that i do dream, they happen to be good stuff.

ballxxx is sewing her shirt(?!) and off she goes for chalet! enjoy it. then smelly is not online but im too lazy to reply any texts, so when u read this dear melissa, im sorry. haha. msg me tmr when u wake up and i should end at either 1 or 4, depending if i feel like going for math heeee.

i have a dinner date with my 2nd most beloved man on earth tmr! (:

and talking to joan makes me happy. makes me far from you, to say the least.

N, 10:54 PM



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it's been long and exhausting week coming. so by starting the next with seeing char tmr, let's hope the week will work out fine ):

i have a toothache ):

i secretly pray that my " safe week " wont turn out so safe afterall. go away u rotten evil mind screwing creatures in my head.

N, 9:50 PM



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jackieee says:
you know, i think you have a way to brighten people's day

jackieee says:
i wonder how you do it

guess i have no excuses to be a frumpy grump in school anymore, i have missions. im shell shocked that came from her, thank you beaaauuutifulll, u make my day too :D

semlly written a really tear-inducing postcard this time round and im so beyond bloody glad for her. cant really be sad when you're with her. <3

the morning was horrible but mona chew, believe it or not, she made me smile! see how desperate i was?! haha. but yes, the morning was horrible but i'll get over it and live.

p32 hasnt been the bestest class of all, but i'll miss them all the same. esp thedumbpartner ))): and momo ): i cannot imagine school w/o phyllis ong. i cannot imagine coming to class 'on the dot' without seeing phyllis ong in the seat next to mine. ): let's hope our breaks coincide.

it was with my heart, and so much more.

N, 6:40 PM



):

sometimes you really have to agree that the easiest way to lose something is to want it too badly.

boohooo.

N, 9:42 PM



Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
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today was gooood, in all areas.

so it seems it's all too easy to find what what we've lost.

p/s. i'm secretly excited to see you tmr. :D

so cip today was fine. how bad can things go when momo is ard! so cuteee. and semlly ended the afternn with b&js yay. <3 you !

N, 10:09 PM



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i want to get an early night's rest simply because.

i hope the appeals for chOOng, rachael and nickyboyy went well! it'll be good if u decide eventually that you wont leave us though :D

today junai cried on her way out ): i'll miss you frienddd. <3

i have so much to rant but this space's far too exposed. cant wait to reply iywad's mail then i'll spill it all out. wearing uniform on thursday, i think! cant waitttt. i hope dira's got permission! friday will be a blast prettayyeee lady! that silly girl just rang my mom and now i call her back its engaged. haha

please remind me again why i used to look forward to school.

MELISSATIO U DIDNT REPLY MY TEXTS AGAIN. I THINK MY PHONE'S STARTING TO HATE YOURS.

N, 9:13 PM



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what an unproductive day, save for the fact that i bought my uniform! yay. i think the excitement wont die down for awhile haha. i hope s.f's having a gr8 game, apologies for no tbeing able to stay! my own mother played out on me ); now i have to consider going to school late/not go at all(cant really bear to leave dumbpartner alone :D)/meet her at night, which is equivalent to idk what time.

gonna embark on a diet. i think it starts tonight, shit i still want my salmon though. a girl can never have too much omega-3s ;) im still moody though, so if u have a chance to show how appreciative u are to have me in ur life, do it and make me feel better :D whoa thats alot of ego in a paragraph!

i think i'll hit the sack earlier to prevent myself from eating, heh works everytime. tmr's gonna be saddd and i will hold back tears!

just how many girls can like this one person? =x

N, 7:26 PM



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semlly's having fun with her 4 cats, so now we can only stay out till 6! ):

i hope i'll get my uniform tmr! how very exciting noelley. :D i'm craving for sushi, but i've got people telling me they're dieting(semlly), and they dont fancy jap(junai). sheesh dont you see the beauty of salmon and unagi?!

i'm beginning to fall in love with Sundays for i can have dinner with the many people i love. (not forgetting the good food, i'm the victim. no really, haha)

tmr's lunch with the (insert cliche clique names here), otherwise known as the-people-im-usually-ard-with-in-school and then back to school for s.f/uncle/eleanor's match. 2 more days people, i'll treasure it! then it's hellooooo to jing the menace(haha!) and natloooooooo :D

i think i still want to see you, first thing in the morning. wait while i try to forget my apprehensive-ness. (that word has 5 syllables! cooool.)

p/s semlly is at brb-status when i was just getting excited about sleepover plans ): massacre the cats! i hate feline!

N, 10:28 PM



My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I'm terrified and mistrusting
And you've never met anyone as,
As closed down as I am sometimes

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cny's gonna end with more binge-ing :D

im still as sad as sad can be. buttt, im out!

N, 2:04 PM



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i just realised phy left a reminder of her bday in my phone. haha stupidgal.com

days with junaidah, jessie, jackie, james, rachael, nicholas, natpoh, kanitha, saigin, and many others(who are apparently less important) are gonna end in a few days ): i <3 you all, thank you for a wonderful pae, and a good 2 months of joy.

semlly didnt reply my text in the middle of the day and i have SO much to tell her hurry hurry come online!

its 0030 in melly now so happy17 yeamerloveeee! :D

it's seriously not gonna work if you're keeping that up. idk how to deal. ):

N, 9:36 PM



happy 17th, and i know you dont need me to say out loud how much i <3 you. (:

im tired, my hair won't dry at the rate i want it to, the mom sucks and i feel like crying ): brace yourself, bratface. because i think i understand what uve been going through.

why do my fridays have to end so late. ): i hate processing. suddenly i have a craving for leeyaling's hugs. ))):

N, 12:01 AM

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